Anxious

Oops missed a day.  Well considering I was on a plane 4 times and way from home most of this week for work I can feel ok cutting myself some slack.

And honestly given all that is going on in the world, when I turn the "daily grind and things to do" thoughts off for a moment, the pause makes me think that all is frivolous.  And I feel it. Anxious. A pit in my stomach about the unknown because that unknown seems a lot scarier these days because for the most part ( and stats aside, I'm not considering data here) it is.

It's not debilitating, it's worry.  And as my kids are exposed to bits and pieces (chunks in the case of the teen) I also wonder if they are dealing -I know the G has her issues and I'm pretty sure they aren't linked. But maybe there is a thin underlining.  And my boy-he's focussed on shopping for the Semi coming up. And that's fine-but he's totally internetted up, all the time.  He updates me on world events frequently and they talk in class. And still -the worry for me.